Monday, May 12th, 2003
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2:35 am - It's all happening
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Sometimes when you least expect it somthing you've hoped for falls into your lap. Infact isn't it exactly when you stop looking for somthing it arrives?
Ever heard of a band called "Espadrille"?
Well if you have then please let me know 'cause we'll need to come up for a new name for the band I'm in.
*Grins*
current mood: Too excited not to share
current music: Does anyone have the lyrics to "Our lips are sealed"?
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Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
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10:33 pm - reply
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I wonder how long it would take to read all the backdated entried of the people I've lost touch with. Since my last post people have been responding to say the miss me and I want to say that
"I miss you too!"
and
"what have you been up to?"
But of course actually catching up is hard to do when it's been so long and you're sending little messages to one another that everyone can read. hmmmmm..............
current music: air circulating
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
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1:45 am - dissapear
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I don't really know why, but I just got the urge to look on here. I haven't done that in ages. Maybe I just need the past sometimes. Somthing about reading old entries and peoples new posts made me feel like saying somthing. Unimportant and pointless as it is of me, this was important to me at one time.
Things have moved and changed and turned upside down and this part of my life has faded so much, yet I still find myself in the same situations. So whether or not anyone will read this I will post it and present a question to the universe:
If one is to truly change, do they have to leave the past entirely behind?
current music: I want you - Luna
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Saturday, June 8th, 2002
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5:08 pm
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being so original and all, and some people find me annoying. they should wait for me to reveal my true goodness!
tonight im down on my knees
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Saturday, June 1st, 2002
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4:01 pm
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Wednesday, May 29th, 2002
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3:43 pm - Overlap
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i search your profile
for a translation
i study the conversation
like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences between us
and i know there is comfort
where we overlap
come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking,
no, i'm not done looking yet
each one of us
wants a piece of the action
you can hear it in what we say
you can see it in what we do
we negotiate with chaos
for some sense of satisfaction
if you won't give it to me
at least give me a better view
come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking
no,
i'm not done looking yet
i build each one of my songs
out of glass
so you can see me inside of them
i suppose
or you could just leave the image of me
in the background, i guess
and watch your own reflection superimposed
i build each one of my days out of hope
and i give that hope your name
and i don't know you that well
but it don't take much to tell
either you don't have the balls
or you don't feel the same
come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking
no, i'm not done looking yet
i search your profile for a translation
i study the conversation like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences between us
and i know there is comfort
where we overlap
- Ani Difranco
current mood: longing
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Saturday, May 25th, 2002
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12:20 am - I have rug burns on my knee's, so why do I still feel fat?
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I think I'm becoming an alcoholic.
Or maybe I just have my reasons to drink.
It feels long at the end of the day.
But there's still way too much time to think.
And when it all sets in.
You wonder why you chose this direction.
Mood swings back and for at will.
There are tears in every inflection.
So drunken stupor it is for me.
And probably a ciggarette or two.
When at last the bottles gone.
I guess sleep is the only thing left to do.
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Ok so that was kind dumb. Or at least very simple. But I need that right now.
So I haven't been on here in a long while really......is anyone still listening?
current mood:  drunk
current music: well not drunk yet, but soon I'm sure
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Saturday, May 11th, 2002
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6:36 pm - My father's fall
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So wednesday morning I'm at work. Start doing my set up and then realize that Jason is not going to be on time, again. So I go and start setting up the patio so it'll be done in time for open. Then Jason calls 5 minutes till open. He lost his keys in a soccer field, just got in the house by banging on the door to wake up his roommate and had no way of calling till that point. So Amy (who was managing) goes to pick him up leaving the r estaurant un opened. Luckily my dad's there so he can open for us.
So I get two tables right away and start taking orders. The second table was upstairs. So I'm walking down the stairs to get drinks when I look outside and watch my father fall off the patio chair he was standing on to fix a fan. I run. When I got ou t to him he couldn't talk to me, was in too much pain, he says now that he didn't even realize it was me. Finally he's able to respond to my question of should I call 911. Chaos and much c ommotion of getting him off his arm - which was pinned under him w hen he fell - and then getting the paramedics to actually help and not be idiots.
So finally they got him in the ambulance and my mom arrived and they left for the hospital. Turns out he broke his collar bone and although he hit his head, it has not effected his concussion, thank god! But he will be wearing his brace and still in recovery for my sisters wedding. Good to know he will recover though.
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4:02 pm - So little time and way too much shit to do!
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God I have no time lately. But ok I'm on my way out for Coffee with Sallie - before she goes home to Athens (GA) - and at my parents for laundry, so I have brief use of online. Still no online at my place. Lazy me! But quick update:
*Craziness not to be completely explained, but I'm now back together with last summers Mike - all is good, but maybe too fast!
*Am living with kick ass roomates who I have a bad tendancy to stay up till 6am when needing to be at work at 10:30 drinking wine and chatting
*Sister is getting married in a little over a month - eek!
*May no longer have mind at all.....completely lost!
Random question I heard last night:
If you're life were going to be on tv would it be
a.) A Sitcom
b.) A Cartoon
or
c.) A soap opera?
Thats all for now....late for coffee
current mood:  busy
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Tuesday, April 30th, 2002
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2:05 am
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LJ is so weird! It keeps adding random letters to the end of my posts. I can't edit them and delet them. So weird!¬
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1:46 am - *contented sigh*
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Ani!
Best set ever!
There were tears.
Opening band was fucking awsome too!
Ani has good taste.
She's beautiful,
but I bet you knew that!
Camped out all day.
Was one row of people back from the stage.
Chatted with cute chick
(too bad she lives in FL)
Bough t an LP
didn't know those existed till tonight
now I just need a record player!
What inspiration!
On to writing.PA
current mood: awed
current music: Ani Difranco - Tis of thee
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Wednesday, April 24th, 2002
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11:56 pm - Message on cell phone changes things for the better
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Marcus moved out today! Well he may still have to move stuff tomorrow, but this means I might be able to finish painting this weekend!
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10:54 pm
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Marcus moves out on friday.
This means I can start painting on saturday.
Which means sometime next week I shall move in to my new place.
So much to do!
Moving is hard work!az
current mood:  stressed
current music: ani
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10:33 pm
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Tuesday, April 23rd, 2002
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1:25 pm
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Saturday, April 13th, 2002
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2:29 pm - "Who know's where thoughts come from? They just appear!"
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But why do I feel so guilty?
current mood:  guilty
current music: The Beatles - In My Life
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Saturday, April 6th, 2002
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6:07 pm
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Saturday, March 23rd, 2002
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5:19 am - Someday I'll fly away..........
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Friday, March 22nd, 2002
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1:01 pm
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Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
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10:40 pm - bordom....bordom.....bordom.........
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Which Empire Records Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
You're, well ... a little slutty. You get in a fight with your best friend and what do you do? Sleep with her dream man. Rex Manning, no less. You're a
sweetheart, who generally does have good intentions, but you sometimes lack good judgement and have some self-image issues. Promiscuous ways
aside, you're witty and clever, and are the kind of friend who would hand over their bra for a friend who wanted to seduce a pop-star-has-been.
Which My So-Called Life Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
You're upbeat, insightful, effervescent and imaginative.
Sometimes a little too imaginative... You're all about the subtext, about what's going on between the lines. You very rarely take anything at face-value.
You also have a tendancy to be a little neurotic and self-absorbed, and fall for guys who are either (for the most part) emotionally unattainable or
completely wrong for you.
That's okay, though, everyone loves you anyway. You're very well-liked. You always have a shoulder for your friends to cry on or an ear for them to
gossip in. High-profile and fun, you're the life of the party.
Carrie quotes:
"You can't make friends with a squirrel. Squirrels are just rats with cuter outfits."
"I'm thinking balls are to men, what purses are to women. It's just a little bag but we'd feel naked in public without it."
"The only thing I've ever successfully made in the kitchen is a mess. And several small fires."
current mood:  bored
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